Days & Time.

Make your time count. Lol. I can't believe I'm the one saying this. 'Cos I've wasted so much time in confusion.
There's a lot life has to offer.
I was born the second child of my father, the first son of my family. So many expectations from everyone.
As a kid, I always looked up to my dad for everything. Even the choice of a career. I wanted to be a mechanical engineer just like him. Bt as I grew older, things got complicated.
I loved singing. I became a good dancer. I started production on the home desktop with FL studio 3. And then somehow, music and dancing took the fore role above everything else. Including education. *sighs* My dad noticed and asked me what I really wanted. I told him I wanted to study aerospace engineering(a subsidiary of mechanical engineering) and I wanted to become an artiste. I was just 14. I had never seen my dad give me that look of disappointment as he did that day. Then he told me music and art was for the lazy folk. He said "It's a lazy man's job. A stupid excuse for a career".
He canceled his plans for me to travel abroad for ma university education all because he wanted to monitor me and make sure I didn't follow what I said. I ended up in CU. Lol. The land of corporate eagles. My parents thought this would tie me down. Ha ha. They didn't know they had just set me on a limitless sail.
My dancing has grown way better. And my music too. But I let my grades slip.
I want to be a business guru, a great artiste, dancer and producer(triple threat), lol, and a perfect son to my parents. They still look up to me. But I feel like I'm asking too much of life. I want to have a bit of too many things and I know moving in the line of one focus, I'll lose the others.
The days are rolling by, and time is running out. And I've been able to narrow things down to entertainment and business. Entertainment is not what my parents want, but it's what I'm happy doing. Business on the other hand, well, money makes every man happy. Lol. Can I have it all? Or do I need to let one go? Time will tell I guess. And I hope to smile all the way at the very end.

Who am I?

So many say who you are is dependent on your attitude. They're very correct. But I'd like a reprove.
I say who you are is a reflection of the decisions you make. Both physically and otherwise.
If a guy is known for his build and physique, it only took his conscious decision to build his packs, full chest, work his broad shoulders and all.
More importantly, the persona u show the world is a reflection of the decisions you make. Your decisions push your willpower and direct your actions which in turn build your attitude and then the resulting character.
I am who I am. But a growing man. I'm human. I make mistakes. So many think I'm always uptight and proud. Some say "he's just there" or "he's an ok guy". Some see me as "just that guy". Bt those who really know me appreciate me not just for my good decisions but for the bad also 'cos no1 is perfect.
I am but a man with errors and I've got the goods too. Working towards perfection and greatness.
I've done crappy things and I've done good too. I guess everyone of us has that one thing in our past we're not proud of. But what makes us stand out is our decision to pick up our tracks and right our wrongs in the future. I've decided 2 make the good count. Hoping for a better tomorrow.
I love and appreciate me. I hope the world does too.